Unbalance

Just when you feel that you see some light, your hopes are crushed.

Seriously, this is going to become my "complaint" blog sooner or later. I had initially thought I will be online for a while just to make sure that the site is live. But now, its already 1AM and I am still working online. What is this? There was this product scheduled for live launched today, and everything has been pushed live already. Now, the client wants some last minute changes.

Feeling exhausted. Time now is 2PM. I want out in this - red card please!

Shopping trip

On Saturday, finished work at around 2 to 3pm. After that, took a shower to cool myself down and was making myself a coffee when Joey's mum came to pick her and her sis - Rachel, home. After both of them went home, my mum asked me to go shop around with her to get clothes for Joey and Rachel.

1st stop was to Bossini, she bought a set of clothes for both of them. Our 2nd stop - we went Royal Sporting House, where she got both of them a pair of Puma shoes.


Rachel's shoe


Joey's shoe

I was walking aimlessly in the shop and was browsing at shoe bags and water bottle. I've been using my sis' shoe bag all the while, been wanting to get 1 for my own and was browsing through when my mum came up behind me and asked me to get one. She's getting it for me. In the end, we chose a blue Nike shoe bag.

Went to the cashier to make payment for the shoes and the bag. Then we saw the water bottles on the counter. I was looking at them. My mum commented that the Nike bottle was nice, and she bought 1 of it for me. I wanted to pay her back for all the stuff but she declined. She say happy can liao.

I know she's trying to cheer me up. Thanks Mum!


My new Nike shoebag


Nike water bottle

Weekend is here?

Weekend is here, but I dun feel it. Has been working since 9am until now, and it still working. My life is kind of screwed up. I can't seem to enjoy weekend any longer. Below is the conversation with my mum 15mins ago.

Mum: Go eat your breakfast. It's already lunch, soon it will be tea break liao.
Me: Ok. *eating and working at the same time, no differences from weekday*
Mum: What is wrong with work? You have been working long hours recently. If not happy just look for another job lor.
Me: Ya. See how things goes in the next few months 1st.
Mum: Ok. Later finish work liao we go out for a walk.

I can tell my mum knows I'm sick of work recently. I hope I can explain what is wrong but no point telling her also.

Exhausted

Exhausted, drained and restless is how I feel now.
Work hasn't been kind of smooth recently. Or rather I shouldn't say smooth. Guess it's the work load. I seriously duno and have no f***ing idea what is wrong.

Since day 1 of 2008, I have been reaching office earlier and earlier. Twice a week - Thurs and Fri, I will be there at 7.30am to catch up with my colleague before the conference call. After that, we'll get down to work, most of the time having pack lunch and work at the same time. Today, I skipped lunch and had a cup of Espresso (double shot) to get myself working until 6pm. At 6pm, everyone starts to leave the office, frustration sets in. Why? Why? Why? Why am I always the one coming in early and working late? Am I in-efficient? I hope not. Really got no mood to work any further, I packed my stuff to work from home later at night.

Tomorrow - Saturday, is supposed to be a day of relaxation. Jeong is inviting us to her new place @ Lakeshore for housewarming. BUT!!! I need to work in the morning all because of the site migration. Will see how everything goes.

New Year Resolutions

Considered a rather late post - New year Resolution. What were my resolutions last year?

• To lose another 3 to 5 kg, when I did. I lost 3kg. But recently seem to put on a bit more fats around the tummy area, probably due to work (all the tapao-ing, eating and doing at the same time, no chance to walk about).
• To complete paying all my study loan. Finally, I cleared my study loan!
• Earn more $$$. Still trying hard on this.
• Work hard to get own a car (this might take another 10 years to fulfil). With the burden of my study loan gone, I can now concentrate on this.

So here comes my new year resoluion.

• Play more sports - badminton, cycling & tennis (haven't been playing after completing the lesson with Sue)
  
• Lose another 3kg and work on the tummy area, yoga helps?
• Earn more $$$, Save more $$$
• Own a car

Work has been quite hectic recently, what a bad way to start the new year. Hope things will improve and get much better. *hiaks*